1/18/11

mis on kodu.kus on kodu.kus on kodukoht.

"welcome home"...humm....ma olen seda lauset päris palju viimasel ajal kuulnud. ma olen nüüd oma kolmandas kodus selle kuu jooksul. ülehomme pakin asjad rõõmsalt jälle kokku ja kolin neljandasse kohta. sinna jään paigale esialgsete plaanide (kuigi nendest ei tule tavaliselt midagi välja) järgi kuni esimese veebruarini. ja siis saan Oma Koju kolida. õigem oleks vist öelda Oma Tuppa. 
ma olen väga õnnelik, et mul on kohti, kuhu minna. ükskõik millisel kellaajal, ükskõik millise ilmaga. tean, et mu ümber leidub uskumatult toredaid inimesi kodus Eestis, kellele saan ükskõik milles loota. on kirjeldamatult hea tunne, et nüüd on neid ka siin Boråses. Ja kõige lõpuks, neid inimesi leidub nüüd veel mitmes riigis üle kogu maailma, kes ootavad sind alati naeratusega.
mis teeb kodust kodu? neli seina ja katus? materiaalsed igapäevaselt nii olulised Asjad? inimesed? mu asjad on viimastel nädalatel olnud väga kaootiliselt erinevates kohtades aga hoolimata sellest, on igal pool olnud oma kodu tunne. kuigi jah, see kodutunne on igal pool väga erinev.
jaanuari alguses Eestis olles, oli kõik hea, kindel ja tuttav. esimese nädala siin elasin Karoliina juures, meie koduks oli ühe rootsi perekonna villa alumine korrus- köök, elutuba, vannituba, magamistoad- täiesti omaette elamine. "Meie kodu" tunne tekkis seal vist esimeste tundidega...juttu jätkus meil kahel tundideks, kui naersime, siis ikka pisarateni ja süüa tegime tavaliselt keset ööd...
praegu on koduks ühikas, kus ühel korrusel elab üheksa inimest, kellega siis tuleb kööki jagada. hoolimata sellest, et elukorraldus käib siin hoopis teisiti, on siin põnev ja huvitav elada. köögis on alati keegi uus või vana nägu, kellega süüa tehes maailma probleeme saab arutada. ja peod on kohe siinsamas- hea lihtne kohale ilmuda. igasugustes tingimustes elamisega saab hakkama- vaja vaid aega ja harjutamist.
viimane koht, kuhu kolin, on veel hoopis omapärase süsteemiga, aga sellest kirjutan järgmises kirjas. 

"welcome home"...humm...i guess i have heard this expression quite many times now. right now i am in my third home during this month. wednesday i will be packing up my things again and moving to my fourth place. i have a plan (oh no, i have a bright idea) to stay there until the beginning of february. let`s see how this works out, cause usually my plans don`t go as planned. and then after living there, i can move to my Own Home.
I am so happy and lucky that i have places to go. doesn`t matter what time, i know there are people waiting for me. I know that i have people around me in homehome, in Estonia, to whom i can always count on with anything and everything. now i am happy that i have found some people here, in Borås, who are like that. and the best part is that i have those people also in many different countries all over the world. 
like that, world suddenly seems to be very small.
what makes a home? 4 walls and a roof? all those material Things? people? right now my things are in so many different places and even though i don`t have them all the time with me, i have felt like home in all of those places i have lived during last few weeks. so it really doesn`t have anything to do with things. it`s all about people and this nice home feeling inside you. which yes of course, has been very different in each place. 
In the beginning of january, in Estonia, things were good and safe and familiar. my first week back here living with Karoliina felt also like home. like Our home. 
Right now in a studentroom, everyday life has a completely different form. sharing a kitchen with 9 people from my floor is quite different living situation as used to before. but in a way, it`s really great here also. you always meet somebody in the kitchen while cooking. and of course... all the partys are also here.  
you can manage with very different living arrangements, it just takes some time to get used to it.
the last place where i will be living has a interestingly different living system, but this i will talk about in the next post.
hommikusöögiks sushi 
eating sushi for breakfast one morning

chips. pizza. chocolate. cider.
sellele kooslusele ei ole vaja midagi lisada
our last night dinner. for packing this is excactly what we need

õhtusöök Pheobe ja Elliga:)
last dinner with Pheobe and Elli

Mina, Elli ja Pheobe

ma ei tea mitmes Viimane Pidu
saying goodbye to old people and welcome to new people

Karoliina ja mina
we finally got a picture of the two of us:)

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